Hiding

I'm Hiding.
Forever Hiding.

Behind a preformance of lies.
I blind you with dazzeling numbers.

For I FEAR you will discover,
The Real me,
The me that HURTS,
The me that LOVES,
The me that HATES.

And that can never happen
Beacuse lets face it NO one likes the
REAl.

Sometimes

Sometimes i feel as though I'm watching TV

when I'm not, it feels like the real world from

my point of view is a TV series and I'm the only

person watching.

Sometimes I think that I'm in a state of

perpetual stasis and everything is

continuing to grow and thrive while i stay

the same.

Sometimes I have the feeling that I'm

missing out on life like I'm on the outside

looking in.

Sometimes I feel like i want to be a normal

teenager and do normal teenager stuff but,

I do not think I know how to.