On The Outside Looking In

Every moment i feel as if i'm on the outside looking in as if i'm viewing the world from a television set. I do not know if this makes any sense but i'll explain it more clearly lets say your giong to a party at someones house and everyones inside the house and your standing outside looking in through the window and your looking at everyone and their having a great time talking, laughing, dancing and other things that go down at such parties well thats how it feels for me i'm the person outside of the party looking in at the party.